So I posted something yesterday but I feel like doing it again maybe i'll become a blogger ha! well anyways I have been thinking today about what direction I want to take in my life and I have many ideas and I'm ready for some new things, I want to go a different way than I have thought I would. maybe consider different jobs, different places to live. I want to be with my baby, and I honestly feel a future with him, and because of that a lot has changed. I want to live in Arizona. I am thinking about going to pharmacy tech school and do that for a job or career and if it comes to be that I don't like it at least I'll have a job when I'm going to school for something else. I want new goals but yet the same. But I do have a huge one which is to be with Jon, because he is the one and if he is than I need to be with him. I love him with all my heart, and I am lucky enough to have found him now. Well we'll see where my life takes me.
My mom just had to make it clear how I'm still unhealthy and all that, which I know but at the same time it makes me sad because I just want to be okay and me all the way again. But i guess each step is closer to be healthy with no more problems. Its weird sometimes you think once you get out of the hospital you are totally fine like you have nothing to worry about but oh how that is wrong! grrr...well I guess I need to be happy how much better I am doing!
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