AHH!!! i hate life sometimes..i am so worried about my friend she is going through a rough break up and i honestly dont know what to do to help! she is hurting so bad and to see her hurt makes me hurt! i wish i could take all her pain and she would be ok! then i feel like all the rest of my friends also need me and i just cant split myself in so many directions helping so many people! im sorry but i just dont know what to do anymore! im trying to be a good friend but i feel so overwhelmed!!!
then i talk to the person i loved and still probably do but if anything i still care for him without a doubt and he said some very sweet things last night...we actually talked and it was such a good conversation! i cant even beleive the things he said which was so sweet! it meant a lot like things that i will always remember
why is life so confusing! i wish no one had to hurt and no one had to go through certain things! man i wish i could workl miracles! i just dont know what to do with myself!
im not ready to be an adult so much lies in front of me! and i want freedom yet i dont but i want to learn things and experience things but i feel like i cant at the same time even though my mom said that i will i just feel held back from so much!
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