It is a very rare thing for me to say I am proud of myself, but with that said I feel very proud of myself. I feel like I am getting things under control, I'm growing up and realizing what is in store(anything I want!). I just feel very blessed with the people in my life and the many opportunities I have. I am happy I am in school to become a Pharmacy Technician, will I do that forever? Who knows, but it is what I want to do now. I know school is always there. When you leave this world you don't take posessions or money you take your knowledge, wisdom, and love and I want to die rich with that. I want to live a life learning new things all the time!
I want to be a positive person, I don't want negative aspects in my life. I am happy and if something is in the way of that I will remove it from my life. I want to be the best person I can be, and I want to give to those who aren't as fortunate as I am, I want to live a life helping. Lately' I have been thinking about doing some kind of volunteer work, like something I put together and I do to help a certain cause. But what should I do? Should I even do it?
I can't wait to move out and start a life with Jon, I mean we already started our life together but I can't wait for the future. I am very blessed to have such a loving, sweet, encouraging man in my life. He treats me like a princess I feel so spoiled most days. I love him, and I am grateful for our relationship and even everything we went through because it has brought us closer and stronger. He means the world to me, I feel as though he has completed my life.
I am just very blessed and very thankful. I do long for change though, but I know the change that is needed will happen in due time. :)
